Sunday, November 2, 2008

Suicide Note


(gambar ini sekadar hiasan)


Does anyone know me? Does anyone care to pity? Would anyone stop here? Would anyone shed a tear?
This is a suicide note, ladies and gentlemen,
From a sad, pathetic girl, full of lament,
Stranded alone with none to share with,
Muted by force, existed by myth.
Mirror, mirror, tell me who do you see?
Even the mirror said, 'Is there anyone talking to me?'
I wish for nothing but a sincere smile,
But even I can't love myself all this while!
'Look, people! It's The Clown walking towards!
Come on, now, crack us a joke, or imitate that bird!'
And I'll be tiptoeing with laughter and warmth,
Be mimicking all sorts of facade and forms.
By then, people loves my moves, adores my laughs,
All would envy my life, so free like doves,
What more could I wish but for me to be her,
Walking in fame, The Clown, with glitters.
Seriously, does anyone know this girl?
Can you describe the joy existed in her world?
She provides smiles on your face, little or big,
Aids when you need, in health, in sick.
Tell me, you did look at The Clown in the eyes
and can you swear you saw happiness, fun and sly?
Talk not to her lips but that small part of face,
The eyes that are cold, covered by water lace.
I am a Prima Donna on stage and in life,
I wont tell you anything but what you see in precise,
But hey, a clown wouldn't wear any frown,
After all, 'People, here comes The Clown!'
So this letter is addressed to none,
When some of you might find this rather fun,
If a death would be counted as a loss,
Mine would be seen as nature's force.
Do I smell that bad? Was it the look I never had? Do I embarrass you? Was it the funny looking shoe? Should I pay for a hug? Must I spend thousands of bucks? Should I care not all of this? Must I fake it all bliss?
I wish to end this misery,
I wish to stop this lunacy,
But the more I wish the more I realize,
This suicide note doesn't value a thousand dies!
Even if I cease my life under the spotlight,
Yes, it's true, people, I would have might,
If The Clown you desire on having,
Then pity me, my life isn't worth saving!
Adieu, adieu, you cruel world,
Later I would be a corpse rather than a girl,
Call me stupid, call me all names all over town,
But I refuse to be forever known as The Clown!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

JUST STAND UP PEOPLE

it's time for us to look at those who is in need. lagu nier khas utk org yg..cepat "give up" and so.. i felt that i should post this song here..incase. ngahahah lagu nier actually kwn kuh yg bernama ronnie..is actually a sound n music student kecoh nak buat assignment dia pki lagu nier. which is good. basically ramai gak lar yg dia kumpul utk nyanyi.. so i was one of those..starring eillczy, dafi, riya, diva, shaun B, dwayne, Mellisa Ng, farhan, me, ayyum and..others.. x ingat. enjoy the lyrics HOMIE~

Everything will be alright, yeah

The heart is stronger than you think
Like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Sometime you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into your heart, the beat goes on

I’m telling you
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up

It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don’t mean it gotta take control, no (no)

You ain’t gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don’t wanna let your mind keep playing you
And saying you can’t go on

I’m telling you,
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust if off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough (ohh)
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up (don't you give up)
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up (don't give up, just stand up)
Through it all, just stand up (just stand up)
Through it all, just stand up

You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off, you can live your life (yeah)
Let your heart be your guide, oh (yeah yeah yeah)
You will know that you’re good if you trust the in good
Everything will be alright, yeah (alright)
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And It will get better through whatever

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up (don't give up, don't give up, no no no)
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up (don't give up, don't give up)
Through it all, just stand up

You got it in you, find it within (everything will be alright, yeah)
You got in ya, find it within ya
You got in you, find it within
You got in you, find it within ya
You got in you, find it within (everything will be alright, yeah)
You got in you, find it within ya
Find it within you, find it within
Through it all, just stand up